27 November is ‘n vieslike dag, ‘n pynlike dag. ‘n Dag waar ek net wil lê-ween en vergeet. Verlede jaar moes ek ‘n beste vriend, Gareth vandag begrawe wat aan ‘n brein anurisme (weet nie hoe spel mens dit nie) gesterf het. Daardie selfde aand van die begrafnis het ‘n gesamentlike vriendin van my en Gareth besluit om asem te skep buite haar huis. Sy is ontvoer deur iemand, gruwelike dinge is aan haar gedoen en sy is vermoor en op ‘n hoofweg in die pad gesmyt soos ‘n stuk gemors. Haar moordenaar(s) is nog nie gevang nie. Dit was verlede jaar.

Vandag het ek op die hedenking van laas 27 November okay gevoel maar toe kry ek nuus van my ander beste vriend dat sy ma beroerte gehad het en dalk nie deur die nag sal maak nie.

 

27 November….

EK voel fokken sad….

 

“Go Away” by The Crüxshadows from the Wishfire album.

Lyrics: Falling together in the cold grass, holding hands on the hill side, watching stars descend. Forever seems like just an empty promise we spent so long ago but we were younger then. Each sour word sound so absurd, but lingers in the air While happiness in an ashen dress fades in to the years Each lonely hour my heart has slept has drifted back to me A splintered dream of awful things that now have come to be She said “Go.. I don’t want you any more.” She said “Go.. I don’t need you now, my dearest.” She said “Go.. I don’t love you any more.” She said “Go..” And I heard the angels cry For us… Simple words that simply disappear while silence has replaced the sound of laughter And in the twilight, memories shimmer in a breath of hesitation but it only lasts a moment before it’s gone Each sour word sound so absurd, but lingers in the air While happiness in an ashen dress fades in to the years Each lonely hour my heart has slept has drifted back to me A splintered dream of awful things that now have come to be She said “Go.. I don’t want you any more.” She said “Go.. I don’t need you now, my dearest.” She said “Go.. I don’t love you any more.” She said “Go..” And I heard the angels cry For us… She said “Go.. I don’t want you any more.” She said “Go.. I don’t need you now, my dearest.” She said “Go.. I don’t love you any more.” She said “Go..” But I don’t Believe her..