Listen: Smell that?

Sometimes you need a little music in your life. You need to escape into noise – be it something meditative or something kicking down walls. Listen… do you smell that? It smells like teenage spirit…

Lyrics

Load up on guns, bring your friends
It’s fun to lose and to pretend
She’s over bored and self-assured
Oh, no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out, it’s less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido, yeah
Hey
Yeah

I’m worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group it’s always been
And always will until the end

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out, it’s less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido, yeah
Hey
Yeah

And I forget, just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it’s hard to find
Oh well, whatever, never mind

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out, it’s less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid, and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido

A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial

Monologues Part 5 What is my perception of the divine or spiritual realm

monologues: a wolfie perspective on a So-called life

these are my thoughts, they are not right or wrong, they are mine.

“Believe in magic, believe in lore, legends and myths, and the Hand that guides.”
‘Deliverance’
The Mission U.K.

I believe in the spiritual and divine. No need to put labels or names to God or Gods, Heaven or Hells. I have lived long enough, 51 years at the writing of this pondering, and experienced enough to know that there is a Hand that guides us all. A prayer answered in a time of need, a protective presence felt in a dark moment, man has many words for there and so have I.

I also believe in dark and evil forces, sometimes I see them every day, the evil in the world. But also I am not going to cry ‘Devil!’ at every fucked up situation, we humans can be evil and don’t need the existence of a satan, in the moment to prove that, sadly. Too many innocent people were murdered in the name of a god, by evil men ‘serving god.’

Is there evil? Yes. Is there a God, a force of light? Yes. Do people abuse the knowledge that they may or may not exist for evil purposes? Sadly yes.

I do not trust religion or religious people. I trust in my relationship with the Hand that guides me to the light. And I believe in magic, we all need a little Disney fairy lights in our lives, after all.

Allen Wolfie Simpson 2024